Sunday, August 22, 2004

Shit.Shit.Shit.

That's all that has been in my life for the past few months. Blardee work,blardee stress, blardee tutorials, blardee idiots who freak me out in tutorial classes, blardee presentations and projects, blaaaarrrrrdeeee car accident. Blardee shit.

jeremy at 2:35 AM

Friday, July 30, 2004

My first lesson after 3 yrs....
 
i stepped into LT19A for my first NTU lecture this morning..20 mins late that is.hmm...not too bad for a start i guess?was actually at the bus interchange at 7.45....but apparently,chriss and irene were late...as usual..ha..bumped into Kit and Wanjun...2 beautiful best freshies as well..

Biz law was much complex than expected.i had a hard time comprehending the words and phrases and terms and theories that the lecturer was using. it all belonged to a category called "cheeeem" . what made matters worse was that there was this irritating senior who came to join the lec to chat and gossip with two other gals,and those 3 inconsiderate idiots were makin' helluva noise with their chatter. apparently,they were juz too insensitive towards the pple glaring at them. As the lecture progressed,the noise level from them got worse and worse by the minute and i was havin probs hearing what the lecturer was saying.. so i opened my golden mouth at last to tell em to keep it down.think i was the savior of the day for that moment..aniwae,going bk to biz law,its reali something new for someone like me who doesnt readthe papers and has a limited dictionary of vocabulary up in my brain..so i guess i gotta mug reali hard for the sub...call it kiasu or wot....but i juz dun wanna "dabao" any sub...

econs lec was pretty boring,like it ever wasnt in JC like dat. nonetheless,after elsie and sherlyn left, chriss and i juz started crapping abt her SP..haha...real interesting things going on between she and her SP..but i shant reveal the details...haha...she will scream...both weird pple i muz sae...

met up with the rest of vidal for lunch at Can A b4 goin for the NBS welcome ceremony..the ceremony started off with talks and before u noe it,my saliva was flowing frm my open mouth when i dozed off...slpt at 5am the previous nite and i had probs keepin myself awake during the ceremony.i think the only reason i didnt fall aslp during lec was becoz i was sitting on the steps...haha....i guess it was too uncomfortable..but there were a couple of sleeping beauties who juz lay against the walls and slpt thru the lec..these are the pple i call...Geniuses.

went to the CCA fair and signed up for bowling..and it seems alot of sch bowlers joined as well...guess i shall join on a recreational basis..kinda lost the touch....didnt reali come across any other CCAs dat attracted my attention...prob becoz of the commitments involved...i tot of going bk to air rifle...but i guess i shall juz stick to one or two CCAs and wait for next yrs NBS FOC planning to commence..

Im not having lessons tmr....guess i willl be fishing out my lec notes to get a beta understanding of everything....should i go get the straits times? how much is it? 60 cents? 65 cents?70 cents? or was dat for newpaper?

jeremy at 1:48 AM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

i don't know why in particular...but im feeling kinda moody these days. i certainly hope its not becoz im suffering from withdrawl symptoms of NS...think many would scold me "siao" if its true..i guess its becoz i've been cooking myself up at home for the past few days, and there are other problems which i don't wish to mention..thinkin of 'em juz makes me feel sick and worked up.

recent night life has been on the fall as pple are gettin buzier by the day..and to tired to go out at night.also,im kinda running out of places to go..i've stopped hunting for places to snap photos,i've stopped my bowling ever since my injury 2 mths ago, i've stopped playin pool for mths until a few days ago, i've stopped skating,i've not clubbed for a long long time except during NBS FOC, and most of all, i've stopped meeting my beloved cousins for our weekly get-together-cum supper-cum-boys talk-cum-drinking sessions. All my recent outings are either supper or mahjong or supper or mahjong or supper or mahjong or mahjong and supper.

events of the past few mths have left me reali weighed down and i lost the mood mood to do every single fu**shit dat i once loved to. i've been looking forward to uni life during my 2 1/2 yrs in the army and now, all im feeling is moody when i tot i shd be blardee excited.okie...i am....i mean...i was reali happy to have met all my wonderful frenz in vidal during NBS FOC..they are all really wonderful pple..but...somehow...i guess im juz not in the rite mood for things..im juz praying that things get betta when sch starts this Mon..

Got my timetable 2 days ago and i realised it was a 4 day wk excluding saturday lessons...damn...some of my frenz had 3 day wks...lucky em'...it seems Chriss is the only one so far whos taking the same subs as me...and shes got a 3 day week too...wots this man NTU.....been squabbling with my dad over how much allowance i shd get when i enter uni...and its certainly nt easy...if i can get as much as i used to in NS,i guess i wld be more then happy..Most of my OG are currently at hall camp and i duno when the next OG outing's gonna be..I kinda turned my life totally upside down...slping at 5-6am in the mornings and waking up at 5-6 in the evenings..take my breakfast at 7pm and my supper at 2am..i guess i betta start turning it back to its normal state before sch starts..

hmm...where shd i head for supper later? game for supper anione?

jeremy at 10:55 PM

Sunday, July 18, 2004

It was a pretty boring week that juz passed as compared to the week i spent at the NBS FOC. Am beginning to miss the days where i spent having all that fun and games with my OG out in the sun,and the rain as well.
 
Vidal met up on Monday to have dinner at Orchard emerald food court and proceeded to stretch our lungs further by yelling our hearts out at Cine's Kbox. after 7 amazing hours in the room, we finally departed for supper at the singapore food fest.Great outing- had lotsa fun gossiping,singing,enjoying donny's crap blah blah blah...too good to be elaborated in words.
 
the rest of the days were spent slacking at home watching tv and Initial D since i got inspired by chin yen to watch the set of vcds again...really wonder when the movie is going to be released.Am currently waitin for my garfield as well..cant wait to see that fat cat on the screen man..
 
 met up with chin yen and fuyuan on tuesday nite at serangoon gardens coffee bean and had to good long chat after losing touch for 2 wks. met up with chin yen on thursday nite to play pool and eat supper and met him on friday to go shopping. ended up not buying anything even though i had the mood to,but nothin caught my eye..sad..we ended up at cine watchin King Arthur after his long long persuasion...it was a not-bad show after all...the action was good,the effects were good, juz dat the finale was a lil' similar to the lord of the rings-two towers...Aragon in particular...hahha...headed down to Val's chalet ard 12 midnite to play mahjong. Ended ard 5 plus and drove chin yen home in the blaaaaaaadee rain.reached hm ard 6 plus and quarrelled with my mum til 7am b4 slping.. shant elaborate on the quarrel..spent the whole day out and watched spiderman2....nearly fell aslp in the movies man..
 
met up with the vidalians last nite again and it was fun seeing so many pple turn up. we ended up at zhikai's hse to play mahjong after we disbanded and guess wot,it was 2 st nights of overnite mahjong for me...lost almoz 30 bucks...nt surprising...hahha...aniwae...its gonna be the last week next week b4  sch starts..after a long 3 year wait while in Ns, my tertiary life finally about to commence..Havin mixed feelings about it though....i wonder if i shd feel excited or feel stressed..My appeal to accounts got rejected and i have to work reali hard for nmy 1st and 2nd sem in order to try to appeal,but i guess i shldnt miss out on any fun too,it happens onli once!
 
tomorrow's monday....and i dunno wot im going to do.....

jeremy at 7:08 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2004

halo all! im finally back again! returned from the NTU NBS Freshmen Orientation Camp on friday nite.and there's only one word to describe it.Fantastic!

Monday was a sleepy morning as everyone was kinda tired after staying up for the Euro Finals. we met up at boon lay mrt and proceeded to ntu after a long long wait.i cld feel the excitement burning in each of my group members as the wait got longer,especially during the boring presentations from Fortune Mag and KPMG. After which, we finally got into our wet attire after lunch and kickstarted the games in the field. My My...wet,dirty,stinky,salty (coz of the soy sauce),grassy...u name it man..was appointed the cheer i/c and i guess it wasnt easy..coz Vidal was kinda scattered..and i lost my voice on the first nite..hmm...great start. headed to sentosa on monday nite and we had a real great time squeezing in the rooms..hahha....wondering where we cld sleep on the floor.zzzzzzZZZZ

tuesday was an even sleepier morning..everyone was begging for rest time to slp,but,ur right,we didnt get it,only for one reason. Rest is inversely proportional to fun. had beach games thru out and our awaited fright nite at the sentosa jungle trail. was with elsie and sherlyn...elsie was a fearless tigress, and sherlyn was a shrinking mouse...hee....real great fun scaring the ghosts.

on weds morning, we headed back to ntu for our pool games. we won most of them and it was a great morale booster for vidal.though tiring,we enjoyed every single bit of it.after which, we had dinner and used the remaining time to rehearse for our wonderful Prince Charming and Frog Prince skit. yaaa...i was the Snow White with the ultra big boobs.Quite sexy though. the skit was a success and we were the most dramatic group!hmmm....am i reali ah gua or wot.... after the drama nite, we were brought to our SPs (Secret Pal),held hands and chatted for an hour or so with the blindfold on. My SP was frm SA so we clicked pretty well.had a nice chat.sweet..

thursdae was the day where we were made the fool in public with the aluminium foils over our hair,all thanks to our hairstylist-wannabes seniors.we were brought to maxwell mkt to play the Shi Zi Lu Kou game in the chinatown area. had a real bloated tummy after stuffing so much food within those 4 hrs.. we ate pastries,nasi lemak,chicken rice,dessert soup,durians,laksa,you-tiao,yu tou gao,soya bean drink,chwee kuay,dumplings. my goodness...fantastic lunch! we rushed bk ard 4 plus to wash up for the night we were all waitin for..SP NITE! All of us,including the guys,dolled ourselves up and got prepared to pick our SP up for dinner..ended up doin a strip show in order to pass the test. headed down to nydc for dinner and had a nice long chat before makin our way to rogue for the clubbing part. danced the nite away with my OG and wow,Michelle and Chriss are real good dancers can~~~ real endurance and stamina! Sexy, naughty,bitchy? u bet! we were forced to leave unwillingly ard 2am and headed bk to Aranda Country Club. we took turns to shower and played the Rule Game til 5am..hahha..boy it was real fun watching everyone drink water!

friday finally came where we went bk to ntu for the grand finale for the games, a.k.a The Amazing Race.though we lost all four rounds,we sure had a great time running ard together like mad pple. Shagged ourselves out,laughed our hearts out, and played the games with our heart and soul!

the closing ceremony was held around 3 and i happened to be voted as the best freshie by my group..nt all i guess,but nonetheless, thanks for giving me the honour vidal! reali appreciate all of ur support and encouragement! in fact, All the guys are reali gd and i dont deserve to be the best,maybe i was juz a lil more cheap coz i was a bimbotic SnowWhite on Wed,did A strip show on Thurs, and a lapdance on Liyao on Fri.haha..

as i reflect bk on the events of these 5 days,a feeling of nostalgia overwhelms me.we started as strangers,and went through so much to come this far,and when friday came, everyone was having this very "glum" look on their faces.i wonder if its becoz they are reali tired and worn out and friday has been long awaited. However,for me,i was kinda moody becoz i was feeling real sad that it was coming to an end. Tears welled up in my eyes when i was givin my speech at the closing ceremony and i guess i cldnt ctrl my emotions becoz it was reali wonderful to see everyone so united at the end of this camp. i strongly believe this camp helped us to build strong bonds between each and everyone of us in the group and i sincerely hope these bonds and friendships do last a lifetime. No matter whos the CGL next yr, i reali hope everyone can come bk and join next yr's freshies and relive the fun which we had in those 5 days. for the 5th-9th July 2004, here's a toast to Vidal! Vidallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll !!!!! You guys and gals rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this cheer below is specially dedicated to you guys...
Wo men zhen de hen bu cuo!wo men zhen de hen bu cuo!
Wo men zhen de zhen de zhen de zhen de zhen de hen bu cuo!
Wo men shang shang ye bu cuo! Wo men xia xia ye bu cuo!
Wo men shang shang, xia xia, zuo zuo,you you,qian qian,hou hou...
Zhen de zhen de zhen de zhen de zhen de hen bu cuo!!!!!!
jeremy at 4:35 PM

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

hi all! am currently waitin for my darling to call...but i guess shes either angry with me or slpin..

juz received a letter on saturday regarding the ntu biz camp..and i guess i will be attending the orientation since it allows me to establish my stable group of frens b4 i enter the uni so that i won't find myself lokking like a pathetic lost sheep for the first few days in school. Im not kinda exactly excited abt wots oncoming coz my stomachs growing day by day. its gettin real bad man.. ate chicken rice for 5 times in 7 days.. damn the Lucky chicken rice at Lucky plaza man..its gettin real addictive,partially bcoz of the fact that it appears to be one of the cheapest choice for meal breaks while workin in orchard. met mr yenyen for the duno 3rd or 4th time there 2dae. the fats are really gettin into me..oh yeah...and i havent embarked on my morning jogs.somehow,i've quite accepted the fact that i simply cant drag myself outta bed to run. guess im going to see myself enter NTU as a ultra fat bloke who juz graduated from SAF. this might reali pose a big "?" to those who wonder wot SAF produces. garang soldiers? or is it wayang slackers?

the camp starts on next monday and ends on a friday. and it seems there is a briefing on sat for those attending the camp.which means i have to change my off day. in 2 days time,i shall be returning to camp for the last time,for now dat is,to collect my pink IC! ORD LOH! the excitement in me, is however,contradictory to how i juz expressed the "ORD LOH". Many ask why..and i wonder myself too.. probably its becoz i miss the days in NS.

i can't believe im actually sayin these words, for a person like me who hates physical training dat is.but somehow, there seems to be an overwhelming nostagic feeling growing in me as the day approaches. it seems like i cant bear to leave NS.i miss the days when i first entered 23SA,and got to know this bunch of Monkeys in Alpha battery. though lazy most of the time,we were often the ones who reali got things and the momentum going when tasks had to be done. we possess a remarkable cohesive spirit when it comes to tasks which requires massive coorperation. we suffered together in push up positions,leaned on each other all shacked out when outfield,pushed each other to perservere on when camouflaging the gun,greased each other when we were supposed to grease the gun instead,performed drills together as a battery during parades,ate together,slpt together,played games together,gambled in bunks together,smoked the whole bunk out together,and went against our superiors together.Most importantly,we conquered New Zealand and Thailand together. these events certainly leave great memories in my mind and i somehow miss those days alot.

As of now,everyones out of camp,some are studying,some are working,and some are fooling ard..i juz hope they are doin well though..and i guess im off to ntu for the time being..be seeing those guys for reservice in a couple of yrs i guess.

take care all...nitezzz

Current song playing: I believe - Tata Young
jeremy at 12:02 AM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

its a real great feeling to be able to sit. i juz returned to my com after goin downstairs to collect some stuff from my aunt and i bumbed into this gorgeous,beautiful gal whos in her mid twenties.So damn beautiful man...seductive eyes she's got! it seems there are many more beautiful ladies here in my block as compared to where i stayed previously.

As i was mentioning,its real great to sit,and not stand. i had been standing for 5 consecutive days since wednesday.i went back to work part time at DKNY to earn some money.thank god i got the job as well,since the blaaaaaaarrrdee govt decided to cut short the NS term from 2&1/2 to 2 yrs.My pay in july is being makan-ed and i feel damn cheated man. Cheated of at least 15 off days, 1 month's pay, and 12 days of leave compensation fees..grrrrrr....

It was kinda easy to adapt to the DKNY lifestyle as i had a pretty good knowledge of how things worked there when i was there 2 yrs ago.Nothin changed.Same old system,same old politics,same old bastard-manager.haha.i hadnt stood for 9 hrs consecutively for yrs man..having real aches in my feet now.i guess this shatters the idea of me waking up early tomorrow to start going for my morning jogs to shed some fats.

im feelin kinda guilty now coz i havent been meeting up with ben and the rest ever since his return frm his overseas excercies in taiwan. actually the last time i saw him was on his bdae celebration on 18th may, and we used to meet weekly.haha.sorry bro!

aniwae,i gotta go do some other stuff already.for once,i feel that 24hrs is not enuff..its probably becoz of work,which leaves me much less time to go out, meet frens for supper,club,and sleep. *yawnyawn*....tata all.. hugzzz
jeremy at 9:49 PM